Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Great News!

Hi! I want to share with you real quick about the amazing thing that happened to me this Easter weekend. If you have time please read it. Thank you!

God has once again set me free but this time I acted it, this time I boldly went forth and believed it and tested it. I did not fear and I let God be God. Amazing spiritual thinks happened to me then and ever since. I go to a Church of about 600 or more people and never did I think that I could stand up boldly in front of all and tell them about what Jesus can do in peoples lives and what He has done in mine. I was convinced that I was an introvert and subject to anxiety and inhibitions that would keep me from doing this, and so much more for the Lord Jesus Christ.

God woke me up! And this last blessed Easter Sunday I stood up in the middle of the service walked up to the pastor and asked him if I could say something to every one. He said sure and in front of all those people I did the easiest thing I ever did in my life and that was to tell them what I am now sharing with you. Was I nervous? No. It made me feel great and made others feel great about what God was telling them through me and what He has done in my life. Praise God! He has risen from the dead and he has raised me too! For 33 years Satan convinced me that I was not the right person for ministry and sharing the loving word and news of Jesus Christ. It was like being in jail for most of my life and the release date was this last weekend for me. It is like winning the lottery, but so much better, because money means nothing in the long run (especially after we die) and the possibilities for me are endless and filled with joy now. The same thing can happen to you!

I am one of the happiest people on earth today because I am free from sin and self. Thank you for letting me share what has happened to me this Easter. I can now and have already gone out in boldness and told complete strangers, neighbors, people at work, friends and family about Jesus Christ and what He has done for me and what He can do for them. And they are not offended to hear about these things and I am not afraid to tell them about Jesus, as a matter of fact it puts a smile on their face and it is something which is eternal. He can do the same and more for ANYONE! Praise God!

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Significant Risk of Pedophile Attacks

I had decided to take a little break from writing about the crap in our society, until this headline caught my eyes.

Homeland Deputy Arrested in Seduction Case

Sometimes I wonder what kind of sick things people in power are into. I’m sure there are plenty of deviants in our government and I’m curious what some are doing to fulfill their fantasies and cover up their acts. Just who are some of the people in power and what kind of sick crap are some of them into? I have to believe that most are not as stupid or foolish as the deputy press secretary for the U.S. Department of Homeland Security, Brian J. Doyle. Not to give any criminal respect or any kind of credit, but some of the deviants in power can’t be as idiotic as this guy. (Although I wish they were.)

Authorities said they arrested Doyle on Tuesday at his Silver Spring, Md., home, as he was online with an under cover detective posing as a 14-year-old girl. Yes, a high-ranking official of homeland security believed that a person on-line who he had never met before was a 14-year-old girl. Doyle found the teenager's profile online and began having sexually explicit conversations with her on the Internet on March 14.

He sent the girl pornographic movie clips, as well as non-sexual photos of himself, officials said. One of the photos, released by the sheriff's office, shows Doyle in what appears to be DHS headquarters. He is wearing a Homeland Security pin on his lapel and a lanyard that says “TSA”. Hey, Doyle had to represent. Evidently giving props to all his “homies” at the TSA.

During online conversations, Doyle revealed his name, who he worked for and offered his office and government-issued cell phone numbers to who he thought was the girl. It is also reported that on several occasions, Doyle instructed her to perform a sexual act while thinking of him, and described explicit activities he wanted to have with her.

Doyle is now facing charges of transmission of harmful material to a minor.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Hell To Pay

evil men smile not for long
true joy never inhibits their song
for them some thing lays await
to suddenly shove them through the gate

Sonnet: God Abhors Evil

Why do you worry of the morrow, man?
God does all things and truth can never fail;
Let evil-doers howsoever plan;
They cannot climb but fall into the dale.
The wicked get ensnared in their own snares;
The rope that’s long God-given is then cut;
And when their downfall comes, none feels nor cares;
There is a tensile strength in any gut!
The ways of God are strange but very sure;
He fields the righteous men who never die;
The evil minds are diseased, without cure,
And die a death suddenly, like a fly!
If you can’t fight an evil brain, don’t cry!
But God will do it surely; you just try.

9-5-2001 Dr John Celes

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

A Prayer Answered

NBC News
Updated: 4:21 p.m. ET March 15, 2006

CHICAGO - Charges were announced Wednesday against 27 people in the United States, Canada, Australia and Great Britain in connection with an Internet chat room allegedly used to trade child porn and view real-time child molestation.
The accused allegedly exchanged videos of live molestation, or what authorities are calling “molestation on demand.”

U.S. Attorney General Alberto Gonzales, who appeared at a news conference in Chicago, said seven victims were identified, one of them less than 18 months old.
Gonzales said the images, sent through a peer-to-peer network, represented "the worst imaginable forms of child pornography."

Immigration and Customs Enforcement agents infiltrated the ring during the last year and began making arrests last week, the sources told NBC.

Thirteen of the suspects are charged in the United States.

The Associated Press said that arrests were made in Arizona, Florida, Hawaii, Illinois, Michigan, Nevada, New York, North Carolina and Tennessee.

The chat room, called “Kiddypics and Kiddyvids,” allowed users to share pictures and video.

Julie Myers, assistant secretary of Immigration and Customs Enforcement, appeared with Gonzales and said the trade in child pornography has expanded with the emergence of new technology.

There is more "home-grown child pornography" she said, and more new victims, with video and photographs shared on-line.

ICE took part in the investigation because the case involved cross-border crimes.


After writing my last post I prayed for someting like this to happen, to bring attention to the problem. Every parent and everyone with an ounce of humanity needs to voice their opinions against child porn. We should only elect officials to office that take a strong stand against this sickening behavior. These people need the book thrown at them and I truly believe their crimes will follow them into the after-life.

Many who do not believe in God prayed after 9/11.
Let's do the same for our children.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

No Excuses!

Reading some of the forums and blogs of true crimes I have heard pedophiles go to all kinds of exhaustive lengths to justify their deviant behaviors. Many believe that looking at a sexual image of a child is their right and that it's natural and justifiable. Some argue that child porn and child abuse are two separate things. The arguments they pose can be sickening and nauseating to listen to. In other more simple words its all BULL SH!T.

Is there a connection between child porn and child molestation? According to Victor Cline, emeritus professor of the University of Utah psychology department, 35 percent to 40 percent of people who deal in child pornography will try to act on their fantasies. "These people can get addicted to this, and when they do, it leads to desensitization," said Cline who treats sexual addictions. "After a while, what was shocking and upsetting becomes acceptable," he said. "They escalate and they start searching out stuff that's more rough and bold. Sooner or later, they start to act out."

I don't care about any excuse a pedophile might come up with. The fact is that every time a pornographic or sexually suggestive picture of a child gets traded around, that child gets victimized. Child porn is abuse. It deteriorates a society. It is unhealthy. It is dead wrong in all aspects. And it's getting worse. This monster is growing not because it is becoming more acceptable or because more pedophiles are coming out of the closet (as some of them may say) but because like a diseases it worsensens, infects, spreads and eventually kills.

According to a National Children's Homes report, the number of Internet child pornography images has increased 1500% since 1988.

Approximately 20% of all Internet pornography involves children.

More than 20,000 images of child pornography are posted on the Internet every week (National Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Children, 10/8/03).

Demand for pornographic images of babies and toddlers on the Internet is soaring (Prof. Max Taylor, Combating Pedophile Information Networks in Europe, March 2003).

More babies and toddlers are appearing on the net and the abuse is getting worse. It is more torturous and sadistic than it was before. The typical age of children is between six and 12, but the profile is getting younger (Prof. Max Taylor, Combating
Pedophile Information Networks in Europe, March 2003).

Approximately 20 new children appear on the porn sites every month - many kidnapped or sold into sex (Combating Pedophile Information Networks in Europe, March 2003).

Anyone can find child porn on the internet. Conduct the right search, and sites offering this sickness can be plentiful. There is a market for it and if money is involved there will be a way to market it. But with today's technologies and great minds are we saying that it is such a great problem that we cannot find a way to shut down each and every one of those sites?

Please continue to bother your elected officials, getting them to toughen all laws against these creeps.


Thursday, March 02, 2006

Signs of an Abuser

More signs to know if those in your life are worthy to be kicked out of it.
Today signs of an abuser focusing on the bastards that abuse children:

-An abuser has unrealistically high standards and expectations for himself/herself and his/her children.
-They are rigid or compulsive.
-They are hostile and aggressive
-They may be impulsive with poor emotional control.
-They are authoritative and demanding.
-An abuser fears or resent authority.
-An abuser lacks control or fears losing control.
-They can be cruel or sadistic.
-They are irrational.
-An abuser is incapable of child rearing.
-They trust no one.
-They believe in the necessity of harsh physical discipline.
-They accept violence as a viable means of problem resolution.
-They may have an undue fear of spoiling the child.
-They consistently react to the child with impatience or annoyance.
-They may be overcritical of the child and seldom discuss the child in positive terms.
-An abuser will lack understanding of the child’s physical and emotional needs.
-They will be reluctant or unable to explain the child’s injury or condition or give explanations that are far-fetched or inconsistent with the injury.
-An abuser will over- or underreact to an injury to the child.
-They to consent to diagnostic studies of the child.
-They have the child treated by a different hospital or physician each time the child needs medical attention.
-An abuser perceive himself/herself as alone, without friends or support.
-An abuser views seeking or accepting help as a weakness.
-An abuser may have an emotionally dependent spouse.
-And finally, they may have been physically abused himself/herself.
(We need to stop that cycle)

Too many times the warning signs are not heeded. And when a victim does come forward, too many times they are not heard or treated properly. And too many times our justice system fails to protect the victim and dish out the proper punishment.

Friday, February 24, 2006


Besides this blog I have another hobby. I have a Xanga site educating young teens about the dangers of the Internet. Xanga is a blog host that many teens and even pre-teens use. Unfortunately most give out way to much information. I have found out that pedophiles love Xanga, they even have their own blogrings and display pornographic images and pics of their penis. Yah I know, it’s disgusting. The good news is that I'm getting a lot of teens reading my site, and the response has been good. Many kids after reading my posts have changed their ways.

If you have time visit the Xanga site
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